17.

17.

A significant number. With a significant meaning. With a significant memory. With a significant person. The good. The bad. The sweet. The bitter. The hard times. The lovely moments. The ups. The downs. The pressure. The jealousy. The paranoia. The overprotective. The fairness. The unfairness. The selfish. The happy times. The heartbreak.

I thought I’d let you go. It doesn’t seem like it. I can’t do it. I don’t want to. We’ve never been apart for even a second and you were always there for me. Helping me go through it. I thought it’s working. I thought I‘d be able to finally let you go. It’s bull. I love you too much to let you go. Though I’ve tried letting you go but I just can’t seem to do it. I am just not allowing myself to do it. You mean the world to me. And you know that. No matter what happens, you’ll forever be with me, you’ll forever be inside of me. And I swear I love you, with all my heart, with all your heart...

           Nurhayati Ishak (June 08)